I have never felt more alone. I’m back home from college, so used to having so many people around me. I hate how quiet it is here. Why do we beg for peace and quiet and then when we do immediately regret it. This is what I wanted right? To not be tied down by one person. It wasn’t easy but I got it but now I have no one else and now I’m lonely and can’t get enough hours at work. I found someone who I can easily get along with. We really work well together and he’s easy to be around with, but my mother doesn’t approve. I try to make friends but for some reason no one likes me. Except one person who wants to see me and make me feel loved and be around me. But there are problems with my parents. I give up. Becoming anti social and a workaholic.